Not Quite Apocalypse Now by Clem Condon

“Smell that?  You smell that? Nothing in the world smells like that.”

I love the smell of diesel fuel in the morning.

In 1958 my dad bought two 560 International Diesel tractors.  Neighbors and farmers from the surrounding areas came over to see them. They were the new things to farming.  Nobody at that time had diesel engines in a tractor. They were big, bright, red and white.  The most vivid memories are starting them up on cold mornings in the fall.  We would roll open the large track doors on the tractor shed. They make a sound like bolts being poured into an empty bucket as the white exhaust erupts out of the pipes and fill the building and rolled out the doors.  We would stand outside in the cold air waiting for the fumes to clear out and the engines to warm up before going back in to bring the tractors out. 

Whenever I smell diesel fuel, it puts me right back on the farm, standing on the sunny side of the shed in the cold crisp air.

“Smell that? You smell that? Nothing in the world smells like that.”  

 

 

10 responses to “Not Quite Apocalypse Now by Clem Condon”

  1. Laura Rutherford Avatar
    Laura Rutherford

    Clem, I can smell that! Smell is such a strong provoker of memory and brings back so much. It adds a dimension/depth to story when you can invoke the senses. Thanks for reminding us!

  2. Sally Borg Avatar
    Sally Borg

    Well done, Clem! I like the rhythm and rhyme of “big, bright, red, and white.” Very descriptive, makes me imagine actually being there – I think I can see my breath!

  3. Amy Bird Avatar
    Amy Bird

    Clem, I think this the first time in my life I have imagined loving the smell of diesel fuel. Thank you for that! It is a wonderful thing see – or smell – the world from someone else’s perspective.

  4. Paulette Friday Avatar
    Paulette Friday

    That’s so wonderful Clem. Smells do bring instant snippets of memory pouring in. One of my most vivid is the smell of the original Jergens Lotion that my teenage sisters shared with me on a trip to the dentist when I was 5 years old. I still buy the stuff just so I can smell it when I need a trip down memory lane.
    Your description of the sound – like bolts being poured into an empty bucket – I had forgotten that – your description is right on – thanks for the memory!

  5. Mark Goldman Avatar
    Mark Goldman

    The olfactory factor – a very powerful one indeed! And Clem has gone way beyond just the smell, and added wonderful imagery of sound and touch (crisp cold air). Not only can I smell the diesel fuel, I think I can smell and feel being there outside the barn on those mornings.

  6. Janet Means Avatar
    Janet Means

    It is amazing to me how vividly smells bring back memories. The smell of vanilla and I am standing in front of See’s Candy Store in downtown Los Angeles. Word was that inside was a simmering pot of vanilla and water. The smell of wet concrete and piles of vegetation and I am inside the flower market with my brother. But most evocative, Union Station, a cavernous building, its smell always takes me back. There I am welcoming my Daddy in his sailor suit, home from the war.

  7. Vanessa Wilson Avatar
    Vanessa Wilson

    Smells and sounds bring back so much. Clem’s posting reminds me of waking up on Sunday mornings as a young child and hearing the tink, crank-crank-crank coming up into my bedroom window from the garage and driveway below. Hearing my uncle and his brothers working on their cars. Eventually I could smell engine oil and gas fumes. I could hear the tenor of male voices loving their work, laughing and arguing too. I thought all men did this on Sunday mornings when I was very young. And it helped me to miss my dad a little less.

  8. Maya Jones Avatar
    Maya Jones

    Paulette, oh my gosh! I had forgotten all about Jergens lotion and how much I loved that smell. Brought back also the memory of Evening in Paris — is that the right name? a cologne we used to love. The name was so exotic too.

  9. Sandi Howlett Avatar
    Sandi Howlett

    Clem, isn’t it amazing how smells linger even years after they disappear? A bit like the star light we see today started out eons ago…and now the star is long dead.
    Smells and memories…..what a pairing!

  10. Patsy Steen Avatar
    Patsy Steen

    Clem,
    The way in which you opened your post took me back to my youth. To the days when I lived on the riverbank and the horse farm was upwind from our home. It reminded me of the chicken in the yard and the smell of fresh hay, Thank you for awaking my senses to yesterday.

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